The Clarity Of Eyes Clouds The Vision Of Our Mind.

To be back again and rock with y'all another time is truly a blessing. Hope each and everyone of y'all have been doing well. Been busy and I hate putting something out that lacks quality. Muses actually inspired on this. Enjoy.

 One of the hardest things to do for ourselves is to see who we really are in an honest light. The most honest stories we can tell about ourselves often come with a grain of salt. How we act sometimes, our decisions, our morals, sometimes even our mannerisms all have their faults in them. The details we show to other is what I refer to as the "ingredients" of who we truly are. I hope you can respect it when I say we are all Fucked Up! As far as people go; the hope is all people are good with good intention for others. The idea of you do good to others and good will happen to you is sometimes a misconception of the universe. The truth of humanity lies deep within our past most of the time. We do things out of anger, out of spite others, out what we've learned, happiness and sometimes actions towards us. In the end it eats away at us little by little. I've seen it slowly deteriorate some people. Just pay attention to details of the world. Certain people acting out of selfishness, sometimes out of pride, often drunk from power. The best line that relays this is J. Cole's song "3 Wishes" verse; 

''One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just caught a body twice your size I asked if it was self defense, he said it was defense of pride''

The strength of our personality lacks quality almost everyday. I hate that shit. Most of us have no strength over how we mold ourselves out of what we can become. Forgive me if I'm jumping the gun but we try to emulate the popular people that we find appealing. The way the world works, it revolves around technology and it's changed us as people. This is my plug to my other blog. Haha. These days it allows, better yet opens the doorway to distance ourselves when we're in a situation we're not interested in or want to deal with. As infinitely we are capable, we are infinitely restricted because of the way we are. I'm far from perfect and I have no doubt in my mind about that. My flaws in personality, physically, integrity, strengths and weakness, my vices. I know most of these things about myself in abundance to know when I'm wrong or done wrong. I may not know at the instance I say or do it but I'll get there. The question remains how broken as people do we become because of our lack vision. 

"Nobody sees anybody truly but all through the flaws of their own egos. That is the way we all see ...each other in life. Vanity, fear, desire, competition-- all such distortions within our own egos-- condition our vision of those in relation to us. Add to those distortions to our own egos the corresponding distortions in the egos of others, and you see how cloudy the glass must become through which we look at each other. That's how it is in all living relationships except when there is that rare case of two people who love intensely enough to burn through all those layers of opacity and see each other's naked hearts."

-Tennessee Williams

This encompasses so much power. The entire way it's worded. The value of ego that depicts that which causes our vanity, fear, desire and competition. How much we do for ourselves but are often incapable of comprehending of others because of our own distaste for them, the lack of forgiveness. Our fear of being let down, our fear of being hurt, sometimes simple fear to step out of the comfort zone we have. Desire is a devil's advocate. Desire is the boundary between what we want and what we need. Desire pushes people away most of the time for own personal gains. Knowledge is a moment away from enlightenment. Understanding these pieces help us become better people. These pieces that limit us are the same pieces that motivate us to change how things can turn out. In my years of listening to people's problems and trying to advise I've learned one important thing. We think differently in the situation from the inside out. Looking from outside in your more logical and clear minded. The times have changed in the 1950's the happiness rating was around 78% which has dropped down to almost 20%. The question still remains; Why? Can we still be clear minded in the way we live? The way we move through life. As much as I want to give you guys the answer there really is no answer that fits most people on this but yourself. The legacy you leave behind is the one of triumph and failure. The little things, people, events that made you how you are. I'll leave you with this 

This image expresses how we see others and ourselves. The distortion in it shows what we need/may need to work on. 

Just a couple thoughts for the new year. To learn and be clearer in mind for ourselves. Being better to understand ourselves better before we try to do things for others and learn about them. It always starts within yourself. Start the year right don't do no damn resolution. Make small goals and keep up with it day by day. Be reasonable. Be humble. Be Happy. 

Until Next Time I Wish You Peace, Love, Respect & Happiness