Because I Know...

Again im back on my blog. As its titled a "making of a legend" and i wonder what im making of myself. I furthermore search for respect and acclaim for what I do is in light of positive feedback and achievements. As all people to make a change among superiors and peers is a dream that few have accomplished. To be able to touch the lives of people and change their lives to something they wouldnt have been able to achieve themselves, provides a sense of importance. Today I walked the path of a friend, a brother, a son, and an enemy. I find sometimes I watch people and judge their actions and how they could have changed that.  I sometimes feel like I am required by own complex psyche that I should be there for all the people I know. It sometimes take time away from me and the goals i want to achieve for myself. As I observe some people you claim to be close to are the ones that betray you for the simplest things. People have a hard time with finding that clairty between people that are your friends and the people you talk to. Ive grown through the years and see that ignorance people have. As a racially different person the common wealth of caucasian, african american decent and hispanic people i face a little more on an every day basis. With a stereotype thats set by the culture and another from the general public one has to figure out which option is the right one and which one should follow. I decided a long time ago to conform and assimilate to what others want you to be is a limitation of what potential you as a person has and to truncate that is cut your self short from legacies, dreams and goals. Imaginiation is a window to ones soul and creativity. Creativity and flourishment is what life is all about as an artist or even as a person. Everytime i put out a blurb of information i hope people read it and it gives them insight of what life has provided for them and what they can achieve. Dreams and goals arent neccasarilly meant to be achieved but strive towards them in hope of achievment or failure to just fall short yet higher than those who set their goals low.  Theres little i release to the world as a whole. I see how people react to  others and popularity which sorrounds them. People assume that popularity vanquishes substance among them and they are hollow creatures that strive to get more facebook friends or twitter followers. However some may be these stereotypical people but most arent. I however dont wish to be in the eye of popularity just yet. As people go out to downtown and house parties to relieve stress... Id much rather just gaze at the sky and ponder what life will hold for me in the palm of chaos. As I leave I ask everyone to think about the blessing you have as a person, a christian, a child( however old you are), and a human. Insight is worth its weight in gold compared to an unlight lamp in the darkness of hate and animosity.

Stebin J. Mr Signing Out. Peace

Late Nights I Live For And Days I Wait To See.

With all this shit about the world ending had me thinking. What would i miss out on if i was to die today. The future thats already destined for me. Will I live well or have to deal with struggling to make ends meet? As i was thinking i also thought about all the people that would care if i was to pass and what impact i had on their lives. Was it enough to mean enough or was it a simple thing that had no value. I also consider if I will have kids and what kind of person i would be in the future? Am i gonna be the person that people shake their heads at because of my actions or look up to for my ability to provide and become a role model? I live life with one purpose as on now and thats to find asnwers to lifes questions but those questions are just as hard to answer as knowing what tomorrow is going to surpise you with. As i grow through time and through the years.I  find myself to become more wise about certain things yet still make naive childish choices. As consequence is penalty to what i do i find them learning experiences to find more answers and stories to tell. Everyone is on earth for some purpose some will find as kids and others never to find answers. I wake up every morning wondering why people act the way they do and what factors into their lives turning out that way. I look at their past see their grown with mine and see we are going down different paths and some good an some bad but who are we to judge others of their actions and lifestyle choices? I continue to spend money on materialistic things that i find solitude and individualism in from everybody else. I also feel appraise for certain things are ill mannered and cause worse outcomes. As people and the world changes around me there is little i can do for them but as I as a person i can change the world and for the people i impact their lives may become better or worse depending on what side of the bed i wake up on. As I end todays blog. I respect everyones choice but dont get me wrong some of them are the most stupid ignorant things people can do but then again you life and thats all you. God Bless And Hope Who ever reads this gets at me. we can conversate and compare life choices and ideals. You know grown shit.

Stebin J Mr. F Singing Out

Song Of The Day: Dreams Money Can Buy

http://www.hotnewhiphop.com/en/play/s/9699b7f-297602/

Go Check It Out. DL that shit.

Rapper Of The Week- Chistopher Wallace

Christopher George Latore Wallace also known as Notorious Big AKA Biggie Smalls AKA The Black Frank White. Is a legend and if you know anything about rap you should know what and who he is to the rap game. He was born on May 21, 1972. In Brooklyn, New York. He was raised in the poor Brooklyn neighborhood of Bedford-Stuyvesant as the son of a preschool teacher. Biggie Dropped out of high school at the age of 17. Biggie became a crack dealer which was his only income at the time. Being a crack dealer he went to North Carolina and got caught and was sent to jail for a 9 month stint. After he was released he made a demo if you will with 4 records on it. This was his big break he was waiting for when Puff (Sean P. Diddy Combs). This demo was why Puff wanted Biggie to sign to Bad Boyz Records. After BIG was signed he realeased his debut solo album "Ready To Die" which went quadruple platinum. BIG became the MC Of the Year (1995)  Soon BIG met a MC from the west that went by the name Tupac Amaru Shakur (meaning shining serpent thankful to god) They became friends. Tupac and Biggie were often supportive of each other. But On November 30, 1994 Tupac was robbed for $40,000 woth of jewelry and shot 5 times when he was in Manhattan. As biggie heard the news he came down but Tupac believed Biggie knew of the event but didnt warn him of it.

Later the country became diveded betwen the "West Side" and the "East Side" which incidently became to be the Death Row Records Verus Bad Boy Records. But BIG and Tupac met again in 1995 with the already heated battle of the coasts. Tupac only intent was to sell records but both were gunned down. Biggie was shot down  a week before his second solo album "Life After Death" in March 7, 1997 in LA by an assassin yet to be found. A year before on September 7, 1996 in Las Vegas. Both legends were shot and both shooters have yet to be found. Many speculate that the government had a role in the killing. Personally believe Mario "Suge" Knight was the master mind behind the killing. Hip hop lost two of the best Lyrical story tellers with this loss but paved new road for peace and room for Hip Hop to flourish what it is today with a few minor short falls.

RIP Notorious BIG.

Stebin J Mr. F Signing Out

Heirs To The Throne

#ColeWorld And #OVO

In The Beginning...

As all things begin they are trial and error. As I begin this journey amongst the people that I call friend and family I wish to provide insight to the thing peopl dont understand about me and the person I am. First and foremost i've been blessed by the grace of god and without him I wouldnt be here. I am young and make stupid decision all the time I hope to achieve my dreams that I have seen for myself. Many consider me to be a lot of things I may or may not be but to judge is something one must choose to do on their own. I have visions of harmony and success for the people that sorround me. The people that are able to accquire the accolade of recieving my trust is considered family. I dont need to elaborate on what family means. I am constantly on the search for the next thing and always thinking of new ideas and what the world has to offer. I hate school mostly because it truncates my creativity but i must graduate and become the first to make something of myself. As life has taught me you have to work hard for what you want. I follow music and I am very opinionated on who is  the best alive and the ones who have passed. (RIP To Christopher Wallace And Lesane Parish Crooks)  Music has become an outlet to me and what I feel on an everyday basis. I have a few role models that I look up. The first is my sister Simna. She is the strongest person that i've  known. She has been through more than many and she still manages to achieve goals and keep going. My second role model is Mohandas Ghandi.  I also chill with a couple niggas that are my brother for life they go by the names Jacob K Hulsey (Jay), Caleb J Dandrige (Cal) and Last but not least my bro since the dawn of time Tyler C McBride (T). Just in case you aint know... We Are DGAF Squad. And We Dont Give A ______. Fill It In. To finish I thank you for reading and taking the time to read this.


The Past Is Done The Future Never Clear So Live In The Present My Dear And Dont Give Into Fear.

Stebin J. Mr. F Signing Out.